Once upon a time, there's an ordinary boy that don't have anything and he haven't achieve anything in his life. Yes, he had a big dream to be achieve. This is maybe just a story. It's up to you to judge it.

He has his own attitude, he's a shy boy, not so talkative, he prefer to be alone because that is him really are. He don't know much things, including a feeling called "love". He learns many things day by day to improve himself. Untill one day, when that boy was in form 4, he attracted to know one person. A girl. Yes, absolutely. She has one characteristic that same with that boy. We are both Left handed. " I'm curious to know that girl.. She's cute btw, Huhu.. " wondering. Unexpectedly, one day, Allah just gave him one feeling. Yes, he falls in love with that girl. He just keep that feeling. Until one day, his friend, spread a gossip bout that boy, that he likes that girl. How could he did that. How could he knows that the boy really likes that girl? He never tells anyone 'bout his feeling.

He strengthens himself, to confess his feeling to her. He knows it's risky. Yes, it is. She said she has already taken by someone else. He just stops in the silence. "Hey, are you okay?" "I'm okay, don't worry.." "We can be friend right?" "Yes, you're right.."

He continues his life as usual. Until one day, he gets know something. The person that she had been waited for so long just proposed her to be his girlfriend. The boy's friend asked him " now, you knew already 'bout them right? " " hmm.. y..y..yess.. that's a good news for her.. " He just speechless.. Nothing to say. Pretends that he's okay. His feeling towards her suddenly fades. He just confess his feeling to her. But, she said, it's okay. " Don't give up, mybe kalau kite ade jodoh..tak kemana right? " That words gives him a thousand reason and hope to not to give up. He know that he's not her first love. So, he just keep the faith, hoping it'll worth the wait. Insha Allah.

" When a girl was hurt by someone once, she won't know how it feels when an ordinary boy like ' he ' starts to appreciate her, so she ends up pushing him away..  "

- Next Chapter -

People just don't understand. It's true but have you ever noticed that maybe one person is trying to understand you? He keeps on trying and trying and trying. Everyday he thinks about someone. Yes, she always in his mind. It's because she always being left from others. She said " It's okay, I'm used to be left out by others.." How sad that boy when she said like that. He decided to 'ponteng kerja' because he wants to join our friends, classmates. He hopes that she will joining too but sadly she didn't. She explained to him why she didn't. That boy just neglect his sad feeling and understand her problems. But then everyone asked that boy where's she? He strengthen himself and said to them " korang, penolong kelas korg tk dpt dtg, dia ade hal.. " Everyone just enjoying ourselves except him, that boy, even he's smiling, everyone just don't know it was fake.

She says, she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story. He wondered, if she doesn't, he does.. But she couldn't hear his whisperer in his mind. She always being left out, but she is actually avoiding everything. He don't want her to act like that. It makes that boy feels worried. Is she okay? Didn't she noticed that he always trying to always be there beside her? But when that boy acts like he care 'bout her, she feels that he's getting weird. She said to him, if he couldn't hold on, just move on. That's a nightmare to him. He cries for no reason, not because he's weak. But don't worry, Allah had given that boy a strength, he just take her sayings as a motivation. Yes, he's too much. Jeongmal mianhae.. The next day, he feels afraid, fears, he just afraid to face with her. Until she met him. Awkwardness. But she just show her careness to him. He thanks to Allah.

Past is past. He promise that he won't repeat his mistakes.

Day by day, life gets so hard. They continue their life as usual, staying up late everyday, sometimes playing games together.. Until one day, she had something to tell him 'bout her friends. But after that she just deleted her account called ******** -.-' Then, he just saw her, even it's far away. Actually he's worried 'bout her. Until he decided to do one thing. Lies.. He lied that girl. Mianhae.. " Balik sorang kn?? " " Yup.. Don't worry, i'm okay " " Teman ehh? " " Hmm..tak kesah.. " Actually he doesn't wait his dad, he just wanna take care of her b'cuz he's worried, she's alone. While waiting her mom, they're talk about anything, randomly. He did tht coz he know, after this he and she will not meet each other, hard to meet each other. Life gets so hard...

To be continue..

Btw, to someone that i love, I'm sorry if I'm too much. As you said, good thing takes time. Nae, arasso yo! And one thing, I've something to tell you.. About your achievement in exam. We can never satisfy everyone. The least that we can do is satisfy ourselves by doing the right things that we believe in. Hwaiting! I believe in you, I believe in your potential, I pray..for your success in the future. Amin ya rabb. Insha Allah.

" Never Give Up " - John Cena.

" Keep climbing my dearest best friend. Never lose hope. Always keep the faith -.- Nope ! :3 Always believe in yourself. Better future ahead, trust me. Insha Allah.. "